My next scans are a week from today and tomorrow.
I pray every day that God will heal me through whatever means he chooses, and I thank him for the healing that he has already given to me.Sometimes when I pray these things it's more of a passing thought, like I haven't really thought of cancer in a week or so but I remember that I need to keep praying. And sometimes when I pray these things it is through tears of desperation and suppressed feelings of fear. More commonly these days I feel a peace that comes from faith that God will provide, and so I pray that like blind Bartimaeus that Jesus will respond "Go, your faith has healed you."
It's surreal to think that I have to go see a cancer doctor when I feel like my normal self. I get anxious and grouchy and weepy days before these appointments. What I am saying is that I am a little grouchy and anxious right now at the thought of more scans.
So I ask for you to join me in prayers for peace this coming week.
Join me in begging God to heal me in Jesus' name so we may proclaim his goodness to all the nations.
Join me in rejoicing in the healing he has already provided.
Join me in praising God through this storm and through your own storms as well.
I have so much to be thankful for. God has blessed me so much. I have no reason to think that he will not continue to bless me now in the valleys, for he is so faithful.
Thank you again for your endless support :)