I pray every day that God will heal me through whatever means he chooses, and I thank him for the healing that he has already given to me.Sometimes when I pray these things it's more of a passing thought, like I haven't really thought of cancer in a week or so but I remember that I need to keep praying. And sometimes when I pray these things it is through tears of desperation and suppressed feelings of fear. More commonly these days I feel a peace that comes from faith that God will provide, and so I pray that like blind Bartimaeus that Jesus will respond "Go, your faith has healed you."
It's surreal to think that I have to go see a cancer doctor when I feel like my normal self. I get anxious and grouchy and weepy days before these appointments. What I am saying is that I am a little grouchy and anxious right now at the thought of more scans.
So I ask for you to join me in prayers for peace this coming week.
Join me in begging God to heal me in Jesus' name so we may proclaim his goodness to all the nations.
Join me in rejoicing in the healing he has already provided.
Join me in praising God through this storm and through your own storms as well.
I have so much to be thankful for. God has blessed me so much. I have no reason to think that he will not continue to bless me now in the valleys, for he is so faithful.
Thank you again for your endless support :)
Love, love, love the "Family Feet" pic! Two things you said really jump out at me: 'I feel a peace that comes from faith that God will provide, and so I pray that like blind Bartimaeus that Jesus will respond "Go, your 'faith has healed you."' When I seek God's comfort, healing..., I feel that peace that comes from faith; yet, sometimes Satan tries to make me think that I am not doing enough, not asking enough times, or that my sense of peace is just me taking God for granted. But, I know the peace is from God, that he hears me, and that he is in control - he's got this. Second, you asked, "Join me in begging God to heal me in Jesus' name so we may proclaim his goodness to all the nations." I also strongly believe that when we seek God's healing, for example, if his answer gives us physical healing it is not just for us, it is for the world to see God's goodness, his mercy, and that he is God! And, it becomes our calling to proclaim to others what he has done! That right there has been my prayer for you all along - because I can see it! I see you working as a PA and sharing your story; I see you making a significant spiritual difference in many lives.
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